DID I ACHIEVE MY GOALS FOR THE MONTH?
- go outside - yes, twice!
- follow my therpists advice and make small daily goals - no
- better hygeine - no
depressed, had a week where i was kinda okay but it didnt last
WHAT DID I WATCH THIS MONTH?game changers, talentless nana, dimension 20 fantasy high, dont fuck with cats
WHAT AM I PROUDEST OF?i got almost two stacks of diamonds in minecraft
WHAT DO I WISH I HAD DONE DIFFERENTLY?gone outside more
HOW AM I CURRENTLY FEELING ABOUT THE FUTURE?given up hope
DID I LEARN ANYTHING NEW?im going thru a PDD episode as opposed to my usual MDD episode
WHAT ARE MY GOALS FOR NEXT MONTH?- finish fantasy high
- write music
- fix my phone
"i dont want to do this i am thinking like a child
i am speaking to no one, spitting words out like dirt
in the morning im a corpse, draft my emails to the corporation:
"youre saving my life everyday, god bless you"
theres no way out for cowards, suicide is embarrassing
the whole town at your door; "come back david we need you"
i just needed more money, more time, more love
all my desires are so poorly drawn now"
- no passion by car seat headrest