March 2024

DID I ACHIEVE MY GOALS FOR THE MONTH?
  • go outside - yes, twice!
  • follow my therpists advice and make small daily goals - no
  • better hygeine - no
HOW WAS MY MOOD THIS MONTH?

depressed, had a week where i was kinda okay but it didnt last

WHAT DID I WATCH THIS MONTH?

game changers, talentless nana, dimension 20 fantasy high, dont fuck with cats

WHAT AM I PROUDEST OF?

i got almost two stacks of diamonds in minecraft

WHAT DO I WISH I HAD DONE DIFFERENTLY?

gone outside more

HOW AM I CURRENTLY FEELING ABOUT THE FUTURE?

given up hope

DID I LEARN ANYTHING NEW?

im going thru a PDD episode as opposed to my usual MDD episode

WHAT ARE MY GOALS FOR NEXT MONTH?
  • finish fantasy high
  • write music
  • fix my phone

"i dont want to do this i am thinking like a child
i am speaking to no one, spitting words out like dirt
in the morning im a corpse, draft my emails to the corporation:
"youre saving my life everyday, god bless you"
theres no way out for cowards, suicide is embarrassing
the whole town at your door; "come back david we need you"
i just needed more money, more time, more love
all my desires are so poorly drawn now"

- no passion by car seat headrest