APRIL 2024
april for me has been a month of reflection. ive been a lot less sad, but a lot more confused. something did indeed change like i wished for last month, but i dont know if it was a change for better or worse.
i saw my friends a few times this month. it was fun i think, but i can barely recall any of it. everything has generally been a blur. ive been playing a lot of minecraft with my dad, grinding away and blowing everything he's done on the game out of the water as usual 
hopes are high for may. ive been feeling more inspired and creative, ive been dealing a little better with my negative emotions, things WILL work out.
site updates have been slow, but to be fair ive been remodeling everything so i have been hard at work, its just come with little reward. there should be big things coming.
- finish fantasy high - yes! im all caught up and awaiting the season finale
- write music - no, i stopped wanting to do this
- fix my phone - kind of? it sort of fixed itself randomly
conflicted. sometimes sad sometimes happy, but the lows have certainly been less low than the past months have been.
WHAT DID I WATCH THIS MONTH?dimension 20, baby reindeer, steins;gate
WHAT AM I PROUDEST OF?learning more about myself and managing to weather the storm
WHAT DO I WISH I HAD DONE DIFFERENTLY?worked on drivers liscense
HOW AM I CURRENTLY FEELING ABOUT THE FUTURE?okayish. i think it will be okay, but it will be different.
DID I LEARN ANYTHING NEW?a lot about my own mind.
WHAT ARE MY GOALS FOR NEXT MONTH?- pick my spiritual pracice back up
- clean my room
- work on liscense
- get out more site updates
- keep learning more about myself
